thinking i’ll at least take a tumblr hiatus and if i don’t miss it, i will probably just delete. i’ve got a busy summer ahead and i doubt i’ll have much time to sit typing about my life, what with work, dissertation, a trip to wigan, jack coming down here, greenman festival and portugal. i’m really excited and i’m really happy. i don’t know, i suppose i sort of re-evaluated everything yesterday, stepped out of myself and looked at my life a bit and realised how lucky i am. i’ve only been away from jack for 5 days but i miss him so much, seriously can’t wait to see him already and smother him completely. very lucky to have such a wonderful person in my life. miss my bangor babes so much i feel like i’ve lost a limb but really excited to see all my essex girls tomorrow night for sarah’s birthday celebrations and it is lovely to be home with my family. 

life is good and it’s almost like i don’t need tumblr to vent all my misery anymore, because i’m so much happier now and i’m trying to be a more positive person and tumblr brings out the worst in me to an extent. maybe see you later tumblies! xox

can’t remember when i last blogged. probably almost a week ago. had a busy week!

went for dinner with jack and his parents on saturday night, then me and jack went to the pub for a bit which was nice. sunday, we celebrated jack’s birthday with his family - his sisters, his niece and nephew, his grandma and later, his brother-in-law. had a nice family dinner and an early-ish night. monday i got breakfast in bed, went for a drive with jack and went to the pub for a lunchtime beverage in the sunshine, before making jack a lovely birthday dinner. 

tuesday we celebrated his birthday (on his actual birthday) by having a bbq on roman camp in bangor with a big gang in amazing weather, then had a house party. haven’t laughed so much in forever. 

thursday was the big one. we climbed mount snowdon! 11 of us. it was so so challenging, especially in the ridiculous heat but was amazing. absolutely breathtaking. considering i was doubting i’d make it half an hour in, i’m amazed i did it. such a great feeling and an even better view at the top, though my legs are still killing me haha. still in shock really haha.

then today saw me heading back to essex for summer. well, most of it. so many things to look forward to, excited!

although my weight loss seems to have reached a standstill after 5 pounds, i’m not being pessimistic, i’m just assuming (hoping) that it’s because i’m gaining muscle, which weighs more than fat, but my size 12 jeans feel rather loose and when i sit up, i no longer have a little roll of belly fat. actually starting to like my shape for the first time in a really long time!

jandlerbing:

i will not watch fucking made in chelsea they’re all cunts

jack and i are going to his lovely house to celebrate his birthday with his family, which is on tuesday. will be so nice to sleep in a comfy bed (this one is killing my back) and have some nice quality time together. we’ve been back in bangor for a month-ish but we’ve both been so busy with exams and essays that we’ve not spent a lot of proper time together, so will be good!

actually sort of craving going to the gym when i went yesterday. this is very new. don’t really know what to do with myself today. might do some ironing while watching rubbish daytime tv (turning into my mother) and then go to town to get a new top for the gym. possibly. i don’t know. failing that, i’ll definitely go for a walk at least. need to find things to fill my day.